While some answers remain unquestioned.
In eternity, I suppose, it will all make sense.
They say it is a fertile void.
Right now I just feel the void.
Still, I must focus on God and the gifts of love He bestowed upon me.
I must recall the lessons of faith and life and truth.
It's all supported and verified by the written word... The word of God.
Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. (1 John 4:7-8)
Above all, keep loving one another earnestly, since love covers a multitude of sins. (1 Peter 4:8)
And above all these put on love, which binds everything together in perfect harmony. (Colossians 3:14)
Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. (1 Corinthians 13:13)